Between a rock and a hard place.
Theone was wearing shorts at 1:37 AM
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009HATE IT.
SCREW IT.
I LOVE MY LIFE.
Theone was wearing shorts at 2:47 AM
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009I think it's really easy to lose track of life.
I thought tracks are made of reinforced stainless steel, so strong, the train will never get derailed unless there's a sabotage or something.
My tracks are made of steel too.
However, i forgot that steel cannot withstand even the smallest magnet.
So there goes the almighty metal, losing itself to one attraction, one distraction.
Along the way, one becomes googolplex.
Then what will happen next?
You'll get derailed, simple.
Theone was wearing shorts at 11:56 PM
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Sunday, May 03, 2009I just watched sharkwater!
Amazing movie with a strong theme!
I have the movie! If you want it, do ring me up!
Stop eating shark fins!
They are poisonous!
Theone was wearing shorts at 4:26 PM
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Saturday, April 04, 2009They say, 'don't look back.'
That's very true.
When i do, i feel as if i'm watching a horror film,
but the sad thing is,
it's even scarier than that.
They say, 'live life with no regrets.'
That's very true
When i do, i feel as if the past doesn't exist for me
but the sad thing is
past leads to present which leads to future.
They say, 'move on.'
That's very true.
When i do, i feel as if i'm starting on an adventure.
but the sad thing is
they are short-lived.
Theone was wearing shorts at 11:38 PM
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009The Fear by Lily Allen
I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don't care about clever I don't care about funny
I want loads of clothes and f***loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
And I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
'Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous.
I'll look at the sun and I'll in the mirror
I'm on the right track, yeah I'm on to a winner.
I don't know whats right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And When do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taking over by The Fear
Life's about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about fast cars and cussing each other
But it doesn't matter cause I'm packing plastic
And that's what makes my life so f***ing fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
And it's not my fault it's how I'm programmed to function
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track, yeah we're on to a winner.
I don't know whats right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And when do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taking over by The Fear
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
'Cuz I'm killing them all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner
Now everything's cool as long as I'm getting thinner
I don't know whats right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And When do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taking over by The Fear.
Spot on. Says everything about us today.
Theone was wearing shorts at 7:21 PM
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Sunday, March 15, 2009Imagine holding back for close to a year.
Reason being?
1. Too scared to try your best ( you are afraid of the pain, afraid that you will not meet the requirements)
2. Too lazy to train up for it (you do not want it so much)
Then, somehow, you decided to give it a go after a long, fattening, CNY break.
You have no idea why. You felt good that day! (Maybe it's cause the jump was satisfactory too)
Everything was going fine, until the final 2 laps whereby you inevitably slow down due to your lack of stamina. You clocked a good timing even after a fattening week. Despite that, you felt that maybe the next try will be a hit. A real hit.
Then you ran for it. You missed it by 6 seconds they say. Reason? Not enough training and apparently you do not want it so much, do you? To be able to miss it by 6 seconds. You did not have any strategy in hand, you just ran for your life. Even though, it's a personal best, but you still did not hit the requirement. You tell yourself, the next race is yours. IT BETTER BE.
Then you ran for it once more. This time, it's a personal best again. The sad news is you are 4 seconds short of the glitter. You ask yourself why. You did the preparation. Perhaps, the sun was too hot that day? Maybe it's the gargantuan bruise on your hip? However, you still ran your race. Maybe, you are just not meant to achieve it. NEVER IN THIS LIFETIME PERHAPS. But my belief holds firm. This belief i took away from my shooting days.
You prayed for rain. You swore you could have done a rain dance to place the almighty sun behind those dark clouds that you wish you'll see. You felt lousy. You know that today's the day whereby you do a leisure run and take a good, long break after that. Today's the day whereby you kept your mind off it. Then you hit a personal best again. 14 seconds ahead of the minimum standard. You were awed. TOTALLY. How did you manage to do it on this day, 11th May 2009? Perhaps, it's the sickening thought of getting so close to breaking it. Maybe it's the accumulated training? Finally, the mental barrier has been broken. Who did it?
I have no idea.
Theone was wearing shorts at 11:43 PM
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